These are my notes to myself about things that I know about life and hope that I never doubt. I'm having some serious Ne+ Fi= massive amounts of personal inspiration. That's the only math equation I have ever liked. Life is all about sharing connections and observations, so let's everyone share. What are the random little things that you know that you wished: you knew five years back/ that other people would live by/ that inspire your soul etc? Share your heart! I'll go first. And it is extremely idealistic hehe.
Dear Self,
May I only ever view things that go wrong as a "challenge" rather than a "problem", because I am already anticipating that I will overcome. And may I know that challenges bring out the best in my creativity and ingenuity.
May I always chose to see beauty in every situation, good or bad, even believing that pain is the best thing to ever happen to me because it makes me appreciate the good. Pain makes me feel the connectection to humanity. Pain makes me grateful. Dammit, pain makes me feel alive when so many people can't feel a thing. Because of my chronic unknown health condition, I have been in constant, severe physical pain for the past year and a half. I was almost murdered earlier this year. Both of those things are the best thing to ever happen to me. Go hug your mother after you swore you were going to die. Kiss someone you love on the lips and describe to me how it feels. I believe that life is too damn short and to incredibly beautiful to ever stop loving it. I know because I had to fight to keep mine.
Please remember that there is always beauty in every tear, and that every heart break I've ever had is beautiful because it means that I have loved. The pain is a reminder that I have trusted and opened my heart up enough to let an entire other human being build a home inside of my heart. May I remember that every time I feel my heart shatter. Then maybe, just maybe I'll be lucky enough get my heart broken a few more times in this life.
May I never regret where I am in this life or the hand I was dealt, because I have to be there today, to be where I are going to be tomorrow. And when I reach tomorrow, I will appreciate it so much more because I lived through yesterday.
May I always chose to wake up every day and fall head over heals in love with my life, myself and the people in my world.
More to come.